The only reason I stay true to this path is because I cannot let my guard down again. I refuse to let my path change because she wants to be ‘Civil’
I will be civil. You just watch yourself. I was nothing, but civil till you demanded someone in my house. Then two days later after I reveal my cards you are for some reason sorry and understanding.
At no point can I believe that is true.
I will keep this smile on my face.
I will lose my love for you.
I will keep my cards for A LONG time.